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| every person has a path they walk. some of us feel it is pre-destined. others... not so much. however the choices we make will affect our entire future. talk to a certain group and you will be labeled forever or you will make friends that will last a life time. talk to another group, still be labeled. but you wont be close. everything we do has some sort of affect. ill call them ripples. when you talk and join yourself to that certain little group of people theres a good chance you have some sort of life altering experience sooner or later. (no im not talking gangs)
anyway, the path you neglected is gone. you cant go back. you cant change the past. you've chosen that path. you've made your decision. those friends you made or havent made are lost to you depending on what steps you take and how you take them. moving away for years? you come back after a time and you dont know them anymore. they'll be completely different people. my family was having dinner last night, the discussion came to the future. we arent who we will be in 10 years. but when we become that person we wont be who THEY are in 10 years are we? we cant just be that same person forever. it doesnt work like that. people constantly change. and as we change our paths and thoughts change with us. and every decision or path you take causes a ripple. even at path you DONT take causes a ripple.
i was going to write more but... eh. maybe ill write more later. this is all common sense anyway.
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| Fine. Fine, take it. Because my head is filled with questions and I can
assure you no answer to any one of them has ever brought me one iota of
happiness. Except for one. The one. The only question I've ever wanted
an answer to - is she the one? The answer bloody well isn't forty-two,
it's yes. Undoubtedly, unequivocally, unabashadly yes. And for one
week, one week in my sad little blip of an existence, it made me happy.
-hitch hikers guide to the galaxy
Reliant K - Must Have Done Something Right
And I know that it's so cliché
To tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
And everyone watching us
Just turns away with disgust
This jealously
They can see that we've got it going on
I can not wait for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than what I know how to say
You're ok with the way this is going to be
Cause this is going to be the best thing we've ever seen
If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right
Maybe I'm just lucky
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Cause it's hard to believe
That somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliché
To talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious
To everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on
I can not wait for a new improved way
To let you know you're more to me than I know how to say
You're ok with the way this is going to be
Cause this is going to be the best thing that we've ever seen
If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right
If anyone could make me a better person, you could
All I gotta say is I must have done something good
You came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right
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| If people are going to stand up for Christianity we need to do it in the real world not in some bulletin on myspace. it means nothing. the ppl who do repost those chain letters, because thats what they really are, are more afraid of being that 90 something or percent than standing up for God. so if you really want to stand up for Jesus then do it in the real world. Dont pass around little messages that arent worth anythinge I've never approved of these and ill admit that if you didnt guilt me into reposting/responding to them then i wouldnt (at least not on the internet). One thing though, ill never defend Christians in general, only a few and the religion. I know how people are and there is no perfect Christian, its pathetic how many people say they are then act completely different, whats worse are that there are some that go around condemning people, we are supposed to believe that there is redemption for everyone and scaring people into a religionis not right and neither is shaming them, its underhanded tactics and its not supposed to work that way. Im going to tell you I AM a Christian and i DONT act enough like one. Standing up for Christianity, or anything for that matter, on the internet means nothing. If your going to stand up for something the way to do it is to show your face and have everyone know what you belive and are willing to fight for it. But you cant demand they listen to you, you have to be understanding, if your to firm no one will be willing to listen to you. You have to listen and accept that not everyone will accept what you say at first.
thats enough outta me. | | |
| Jet
Look what you've done
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Blue October
Hate Me
Mother: Hi Justin! This is your mother it is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya. Take care honey, I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye!
(Verse 1)
I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don't loose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space
(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinoins on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
(Verse 3)
And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling make it go away,
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How could you do this to me?"
(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
no more will i just sit here while girls that think they have me wrapped around their finger treat me like shit. im through with it. im willing to be friends but no more. at the same time i apologize to Jessie, for some reason i feel really bad about that. if only i could tell her in person. im not sure what id say... its been so long, all i know is that for some reason i miss those times we had. we've fallen out of touch and i havent talked to her in a year. i cant apologize enough for how ive treated her and all my other friends that i barely talk to because i dont want to make an effort. its high time i started making up for lost time... wtf?anyway im sorry to any of you out there and i want to catch up and hang out some more. im getting to lazy... plus now that i can drive i can hang out more! | | |
| haha i got a new cell phone! itws verizon and at the moment they havent cancelled my old cell so i now have TWO PHONES! lmao. | | |
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